Lu Yinxing walked to the bedside.

Outside, the lights were dazzling, the city flourishing.

The traffic on the overpass seemed like the beating pulse of this city, everything appeared so vibrant and lively.

Yet Lu Yinxing had an impulse to jump from here.

At that moment, it just felt like nothing was worthwhile.

And just then, Lu Yinxing was awakened by the vibration of her phone.

It was as if she emerged from a bewildering dream.

Lu Yinxing numbly took out her phone.

The name displayed was Xia Ye.

Lu Yinxing looked at the flickering name.

Just felt her heart sinking bit by bit.

At that moment, Lu Yinxing suddenly had a feeling.

A feeling as if she lost everything.

All of this, because of her feelings for Xia Ye.

If, from the start, she could control it.

If, from the beginning, Lu Yinxing hadn’t fallen in.

She’d still be the happy little princess.

Deep in her heart, Lu Yinxing actually felt a trace of resentment.

This resentment was towards herself, and even a tiny bit towards Xia Ye.

Lu Yinxing didn’t know why she had such a terrifying thought.

But now, she just felt as if she couldn’t control her thoughts.

From childhood to now, facing any situation, she was always overly optimistic.

Because she always had nothing to fear, with a brother who loved her and parents who doted on her behind her back.

But now, in an instant, it was as if she lost everything.

But with all this gone, what’s the meaning of life for her?

In the end, Lu Yinxing still answered the call.

"Where are you?"

Xia Ye’s voice was as cold as usual.

Lu Yinxing said, "I’ll be back right away."

Lu Yinxing hung up the call.

She thought she would surely have a big cry, would surely hug Xia Ye and pour out all her grievances.

But Lu Yinxing found she couldn’t say even a word.

Because those were his biological parents.

She could tell Xia Ye anything, but not this.

Lu Yinxing didn’t go back right away.

She even went to the rooftop.

The wind on the rooftop was strong.

Looking down from above, it was bottomless.

But the abyss below seemed to have a magical power, tempting her.

In the end, Lu Yinxing came down from the rooftop.

However, she still numbly returned to the apartment.

By the time Lu Yinxing got back, it was already late.

Xia Ye hadn’t slept.

He was sitting on the sofa playing with a high-level Rubik’s cube.

As Lu Yinxing understood Xia Ye, whenever he picked up the Rubik’s cube, it meant he was in a bad mood.

If it were before, Lu Yinxing would definitely get to the bottom of it.

But now, Lu Yinxing only felt completely exhausted.

Lu Yinxing didn’t say a word, directly went upstairs via the small stairs.

When she brushed past Xia Ye.

Xia Ye’s fingers seemed to pause slightly.

Lu Yinxing mechanically put down her bag, then took clothes and went to the bathroom to shower.

After the shower, she went to bed.

They slept in bunk beds.

Lu Yinxing slept on the top bunk.

When Lu Yinxing came out, Xia Ye was already lying on the bed.

Lu Yinxing lay on her side, facing the wall, her whole body felt heavy, like being tightly bound by a rope.

Lu Yinxing couldn’t sleep, just couldn’t fall asleep.

Her mind repeatedly playing those words Xia Yangyang said at night.

Lu Yinxing wished all of this was just a dream.