Carnivals: Claimed By The Deranged Alpha Prince [BL]-Chapter 250: Ache

Jules’ pov

"I feel like I’m going crazy, I can’t feel you on the inside, I can’t feel the bond which we once shared, not like I used to. It’s all thanks to that bastard." He growled, right before his tongue darted out and flicked over the mark.

I jolted, shuddering from the zapping feeling that shot through that mark. It was like his tongue electrocuted me.

I panted, eyes squeezed tightly and body strung like a guitar as I waited with bated breath for him to do that again. When his tongue glided over that mark a second time, I let out a harsh breath, just as a rush of emotions swirled through my entire body.

The loss of the bond within my chest began to become more apparent to me, and I felt my heart ache tremendously as I panted again.

I wanted him to mark me again, to sink his fangs into me again and repair that bond within me so I’d be able to feel his presence in my heart, so that I’d be able to feel that I belonged to him in my heart.

He ended up kissing the mark, lips soft and hot and I exhaled slowly while my eyes slowly fluttered open.

"Does the mark hurt?" He asked as his hold in my hair slowly loosened. I inhaled slowly before shaking my head.

"Just... a little." I responded and he nodded slowly before wrapping his arms around my waist and burying his face in my throat. I shivered in his arms as his nose and lips mapped every inch of my throat. He nuzzled against my skin even more, shoulders shaking with the force of his inhales and another shudder wrack through me as I tangled my ginger into his hair.

His scent felt strong, extra strong and ten times better. I had noticed the change in his scent this morning and I assumed that was because my nose got sharper now that the warlock part of me wasn’t locked away any longer.

His arms around my waist tightened even more and I felt a rush of emotions through my heart. He pulled out of the hug to regard me closely.

"I can’t lose you, bunny." He whispered, and I felt tears prickle my eyes for unknown reasons. freewebnøvel.com

"You won’t ever lose me." I whispered in response, eyes boring into his dark, intense ones. I leaned forward and brushed my lips against his, feeling tingles shot through my lips. His lips moved against mine slowly, featherlightly and softly. He wasn’t trying to deepen it, from the way his lips moved, it was clear that he only wanted to feel me.

"Promise me." He stated after the kiss and I swallowed emptily, heart clenching and getting filled up with so much love.

"I promise."

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Kim and Roy shortly arrived after that, and so we had to cut short our time in the kitchen, because I’d never live it down if they discovered how turned on I had felt on the kitchen counter.

The cereal was completely soaked up and I washed them down the drain before we joined them in the sitting room. They returned with take out Chinese food for dinner and laid it out across the table. They were seated beside each other and as I stared between them, I wondered if there was something going on between them.

Blaze pulled me into his laps when I attempted sitting beside him and that made me immensely embarrassed. It was a different case when I was out of it yesterday after practically committing murder, but Blaze was completely unfazed as he tugged me against his chest and buried his face in my throat. Even though my face burned with embarrassment, I could feel that throbbing ache that took place in my chest after Andrian fucked with our mate bond, slowly ease away like it always does whenever we were close to each other now.

I avoided Kim and Roy’s gaze, and they thankfully acted like this was a very normal thing.

The television got turned on at a point and Blaze and Roy even began to talk about something but I couldn’t concentrate on anything because I could feel him everywhere, his voice was sending shivers down my spine, his chest felt like a rock behind my back, he had a semi in his pants which I was barely resisting grinding on. His fingers was toying with my stomach underneath my shirt, and I wanted his teeth in my throat like I needed my next breath. It was fucked up and embarrassing but it didn’t feel like I could help myself. I felt hot all over, and the urge to crawl into his skin and bury myself there was growing with each passing second.

Kim tried making conversation with me at one point but I just couldn’t concentrate despite how hard I tried.

When we began to eat dinner, Blaze didn’t let me off his laps. He insisted we eat from his plate, right there in his laps. It was embarrassing, and ridiculous but I loved it on the inside. As he fed me each mouthful, I was gradually getting breathless and lightheaded. It felt like I could taste his scent in the air at one point, and when he swiped his thumb over my bottom lip to clean off cream, I latched onto his thumb and sucked on it while my stomach clenched with heat.

He was fully hard underneath me at this point, but we both acted like we couldn’t feel it.

After dinner, Blaze’s hands mapped weird shapes across my bare waist and stomach underneath my shirt and at one point, I buried my face in his throat and sucked in deep lungfuls of his scent that almost felt like it was making me high.

Roy began to say something to Blaze and despite my brain practically being jelly right now, I tried hard to pay attention.

"You do know you’re going into rut, right?"