Carnivals: Claimed By The Deranged Alpha Prince [BL]-Chapter 316: Yearning

Kim

I stiffened at first, and then I whimpered as my body sagged against the wall and his body. He deepened the kiss slowly, like he had all the time in the world and I shuddered against him again while his teeth grazed my bottom lip and tugged, and then he was hungrily licking right into my mouth, making me feel feverish with want so intense, it made it impossible for me to focus on anything aside from the feeling of his hard body against mine and his tongue in my mouth.

Fuck, this was completely different from the first kiss we once shared. It was so much more, this was maddening, it was insane and it was so damn good. I reached up and threaded my hands into his hair, meeting every movement of his tongue in my mouth with mine. When he sucked on my tongue, a sharp gasp tore past my lips, one which he tongued down before tangling his tongue with mine again.

When he finally fully pulled away, I was panting hard while my chest heaved so much with the force of my pants. Roy’s eyes were swirling with desire as he regarded me closely, his lips were parted and slick and swollen with spit and I felt my cock pulse on my pants, he was no longer grounding his leg against my cock and I missed that sensation because it felt so good.

My fingers were still buried in his hair and I tugged on it, watching as his eyes flashed dangerously but all I felt was an excited thrill roll down my spine. He still appeared unfazed, but also hungry, like he was hungry and I was the food he wanted to eat right now. That made me shudder again and I tugged on his hair once again. This time, he hummed and reached behind hir head to tug my hands from his heir. Instead of dropping my hands, he switched them into a single hand and pinned them above my head, tight before his second hand was roughly tilting my chin up. My chest was heaving once again and arousal was swirling through my veins once again as I stared up at him, at the hot mess of his hair, the darkness of his gray, gold rimmed eyes, his swollen lips, and his sharp jawline. Everything about him was so hot and I wasn’t sure I’d ever wanted someone like I want him right now.

"Do you want me?" He finally spoke, voice husky and deep and I let out a choppy breath before nodding fast without stopping to think, what was there to think about anyway? I wanted him and there was no denying that at this point, not when it felt like i might die if he doesn’t go ahead and kiss me again.

He clicked his tongue a few times as his grip on my jaw tightened and my lips trembled.

"Use your words, Angelo. Let me hear you say the words." He repeated and as my stomach tightly clenched with want because I just got engulfed with so much desire at the entire dominance happening tonight. I wasn’t sure if it was because of his rut which was already around the corner or if he had always been this dominant but had been holding himself back, but I guess it doesn’t matter right now.

"I want you," I whispered and I meant every word. His hold around my wrists tightened and he tugged on my chin completely and leaned down to ghost his lips over my panting ones. His teeth snagged on my bottom lip and pulled and I mewled while my eyes struggled to remain open. He let out a low sound that made me tremble against him again, and then he was dropping my hands and threading his fingers into my hair to tug my head sideways, and then his lips was tracing a line down the column of my throat and I grasped his arm for strength, moaning softly as his lips hotly ghosted over my pulsing scent gland which was practically begging for a bite from him right now, an emotion which I had never experienced before with anyone else until him.

He pulled away and dropped his hand from my hair and took a step back before speaking.

"If you still want to leave right now, now’s your chance," he explained and it was clear that he was struggling to control himself right now and he was staring up at the roof as he spoke.

I exhaled slowly before shaking my head, and then I took a step forward. "I don’t want to." I said softly, sincerely.

Roy dragged a hand across his face and sighed roughly before taking another step back. free𝑤ebnovel.com

"If we’re doing anything tonight, you need to understand that this is more than sex. You know I want you, I’ve made that more than obvious and I’ve also clarified that I wanted more than a quick fuck. So, if you’re giving yourself to me tonight, you have to understand that you’re giving all of yourself to me, including your heart."

As he spoke, I felt myself start to grow a little uneasy while my chest began to feel funny. I shifted my weight around and gestured around awkwardly, while stepping forward.

"How about we save this conversation for later? Tonight, we can just... just..."

"Just fuck?" He spat out, displeasure clearly across his face and I sighed as I pushed my hair out of my face.

"Look, Roy..." I began but he shook his head and spoke.

"Why are you scared of giving all of yourself to me? You’re more than a sexual being, there’s more to you than that." He bit out and I stared at my fingers, remaining silent.

"Or, are you holding yourself because of Xander?!" He demanded and my mouth opened and closed with nothing coming out.

Roy stared at me for a few more moments before shaking his hear and turning away from me.

"Go back to your room, Kim." He said quietly.