Diary of a Masochist's turning into a Human Toilet-Chapter 36: EP. Mental Education (18+) - Illustrations Posted

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EP.36 Mental Education

Since I had inserted it fully before, I decided to forcefully push it in again like last time.

Actually, Hye-na had helped me insert it last time when I couldn't do it alone, so I thought if I could just get it in this time, I'd be able to feel that full sensation like before.

With my front and back holes plugged up, making my vagina even tighter, I lined up the tip of the dildo's glans and took a deep breath.

'Inhale... Exhale... Breathe!'

After mentally preparing myself, I squatted in an awkward frog-like position and jumped slightly to let the dildo penetrate my vagina as I landed.

My legs were more tired than usual, so I couldn't support my weight properly and ended up collapsing onto the dildo with my knees buckling.

Squelch- Rip-

"Kyaaah!!!"

Suddenly an intense pain rushed through me, like something tearing inside my body.

At first I was too shocked to make any sound beyond that initial scream.

'Guh... Huff...'

My lower abdomen bulged out and I could barely breathe, as if my uterus had been punched. My body went into a panic state and tears burst forth.

I needed to pull it out immediately, but even the slightest movement felt like my vagina was being torn apart.

Unable to do anything from the continuous pain, I trembled violently for a long time, sobbing.

The pain remained, but once I calmed down somewhat, I looked down to assess the situation, examining where the dildo joined my vagina.

Seeing blood leaking out, I realized the situation was more serious than I thought, but there was nothing I could do.

The slightest movement caused knife-like pain, and my buckled legs had no strength, so I had no confidence I could pull it out.

'Hic... It hurts... It hurts... Master...'

I tried a few times on my own, but each attempt failed, only causing more blood to leak from where we were joined.

I had no choice but to wait for Jung-su or the others to return.

I felt so pathetic and regretful for stupidly getting excited and recklessly shoving it in without thinking properly.

As I was getting exhausted in the darkening living room, the front door opened.

"Unnie~!"

"Uwaaaah!!!"

As soon as I saw Hye-na, I felt relieved and burst into the tears I had been holding back.

"Huh?! What's going on?"

Hye-na seemed flustered by my crying and quickly came in to turn on the living room lights.

Jung-su and Il-ho followed, looking at me with confused expressions, not understanding the situation.

When the living room lights came on, the dried bloodstains were clearly visible.

"Hahaha!!! What did you do?! Ahaha!!"

Hye-na burst out laughing when she saw my state.

I sniffled, thinking Hye-na hadn't fully grasped the situation yet, and said:

"Hic... My pussy... hic... wanted to... hic... masturbate... hic... dildo... hic... won't... hic... come out... hic..."

"What are you saying~ Stop crying and speak properly! Now!"

"Hic... I wanted to masturbate... hic... put the dildo in my pussy... hic... I think it tore... hic... I can't... get it out by myself..."

Even though they were my masters, showing such a foolish sight of tearing my pussy while trying to masturbate alone to these kids younger than me felt more embarrassing and shameful than ever before.

While I could somewhat endure most of the shameful acts so far by thinking of them as SM play, this felt like I had truly created my own dark history all by myself.

"Hahaha!! How much of a pervert do you have to be to tear your pussy masturbating alone~!"

"Hehe, she's really so pathetic, so pathetic."

"Aigo~ Oppas, don't just laugh, do something. It must hurt~"

"What else? We have to pull it out first."

Jung-su and Il-ho strode over and grabbed my arms, lifting me up.

"Huh?! Ow!!! It hurts!!! It huuurts!!! Uwaaaah!!!"

I screamed from the pain that felt like my vagina was being turned inside out and my vaginal walls were being sliced by a knife.

When Jung-su and Il-ho let go of my arms, I collapsed from exhaustion.

The dildo was stained with blood, and blood mixed with vaginal fluids flowed out of my pussy.

"Ugh... This is really ridiculous. I told you to masturbate if you were bored. Not tear your pussy... tsk tsk..."

Hye-na shook her head and walked past me to sit on the sofa.

"Hehehe. There's no idiot like this idiot bitch."

"Number 4. Stop exaggerating and get up and clean, you bitch."

"Ungh... Yes..."

Thinking even the cleaning I had done hoping for some praise would be meaningless now, I quickly moved my body while sobbing.

I took out a pink panty from the suitcase and thoroughly wiped up the bloodstains on the floor, then cleaned my pussy and thighs.

Once the dildo was actually removed, the pain subsided more quickly than I expected.

"Oppa. But doesn't something seem different~?"

"Huh? What? I don't see anything."

"I don't see it either? Hmm... Did it get cleaner?"

"Right? It does seem cleaner somehow?"

I quickly answered while kneeling, anticipating the masters' reactions:

"I did some cleaning... and washed the dishes too..."

"Why?"

"Huh...?"

Jung-su's reaction was very different from what I had expected.

"Why did you clean? No one told you to."

"Um... Well... I thought... maybe... you'd look at me a little more favorably..."

I answered nervously, intimidated by Jung-su's cold attitude.

"Sigh..."

Jung-su sighed, then got up from the sofa and approached me.

Then he undid his pants and took out his erect penis.

Unlike the atmosphere Jung-su was giving off, it felt like he was giving me the reward I had been waiting for.

"Suck it."

I looked up at Jung-su happily and took his penis in my mouth.

As I tried to caress it with my tongue, Jung-su grabbed my hair tightly with both hands.

Gulp--

Then he pulled me in as far as possible, pushing his penis deep into my throat, and said:

"You're dead if you throw up. No, let's just go to the bathroom."

Jung-su headed to the bathroom while gripping only my head.

I couldn't resist at all and was dragged along between Jung-su's legs with his penis shoved down my throat.

"Hahaha! Unnie really looks like a penis case~"

When we reached the bathroom, Jung-su looked down into my eyes, then something started flowing out of his penis.

Trickle... Trickle...

'???!!!!!'

Hearing the sound of urination inside my body, I looked up at Jung-su with shocked eyes, but he didn't move at all.

'Gulp-- This is... pee...? He's using me like a real toilet...'

After finishing urinating, Jung-su pulled out his penis and said:

"Suck it clean."

At Jung-su's words, I immediately took his penis in my mouth and sucked out all the remaining urine in his urethra.

Jung-su looked at me and said:

"This is what you are. You stupid masochistic bitch. Don't try to think for yourself. Just do what you're told." frёewebnoѵel.ƈo๓

"Cough- Cough- Gag. Yes..."

With every breath, the unfamiliar smell of urine rose up, making me feel like I would vomit at any moment.

"Do you see the toilet here?"

Jung-su pointed to the toilet beside us and asked.

"Yes..."

"Aren't you going to greet your senior?"

"Ungh... Hello, senior toilet..."

I bowed my head to the floor of the bathroom and greeted the toilet.

"That's right, you idiot. From now on, greet it like that whenever you see it in the bathroom. Follow me out."

Jung-su grabbed my hair with one hand and dragged me out to the living room.

"Basic position."

As Jung-su sat on the sofa and ordered, I immediately stood up and assumed the position.

As I spread my legs and exposed my pussy, drops of blood mixed with vaginal fluids that remained inside dripped onto the living room floor.

Jung-su took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and said to Hye-na:

"Hye-na. Can you bring this bitch's phone?"

"Okay."

Jung-su asked in a calm and gentle tone, but Hye-na seemed to sense a different atmosphere than usual and wordlessly went out to the fire hydrant to retrieve my phone.

I had turned off my phone before coming here, but seeing it in Jung-su's hand made me anxious for some reason.

I also felt a bit hurt, wondering if cleaning was really something to be scolded for like this.

When the phone turned on, Jung-su immediately opened the camera, captured my image, and said:

"Keep that pose but lower your hands and make a V sign. With both hands. Yeah. Smile."

Click.

"Basic position."

"Oh? Unnie's not lifting her heels properly?"

I returned to the basic position, but my legs were trembling from exhaustion, making it a struggle just to spread my legs and bend my knees.

With my tongue sticking out, I was barely holding back the urge to dry heave as the strong smell of ammonia kept rising with each burp.

Jung-su fiddled with my phone for a bit, then tossed it aside and said:

"From now on, this shitty image is your background. Don't change it or even think about locking your phone.

So anyone can see what kind of idiot bitch you are.

Look at it yourself too, to always remember what kind of bitch you are."

Nod nod-

"Hehe~ Pathetic bitch. Getting her insides filled with piss and still dripping pussy juice saying it feels good~

Can't do anything without our orders even when her pussy is gushing blood. Tsk tsk..."

Hye-na picked up the pink panty with her toes and tossed it in front of me, saying:

"Unnie. Use this to plug up your pussy hole. Stop dirtying the living room floor."

"Yes..."

I picked up the blood-soaked panty, wiped up the fluids on the floor once more, then stuffed it into my pussy.

When I spread my pussy, the knife-like pain returned, so I couldn't insert it deeply. I only plugged the entrance before returning to the basic position.

The blood-stained pink panty dangling between my legs made me look even more ridiculous.

Hahahahaha-

Seeing me like that, Il-ho and Hye-na clutched their stomachs and burst out laughing.

I felt a chill down my spine, feeling like I was falling into the abyss as my dignity was thoroughly trampled.

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