Carnivals: Claimed By The Deranged Alpha Prince [BL]-Chapter 343: how is this possible

Jules

A laugh bubbled in my throat as I stared at the doctor. He had a serious expression on and his forehead was pinched a little.

"Why would I do that? What could be more personal than the amount of things I’ve experienced with him?" I questioned, eyes darting to Kim for a moment.

Kim is literally my half brother and the only one I trust after Blaze.

"I just think you might not want him to be here when you-" he was still speaking when I shook my head. I tried sitting up and groaned as a wave of dizziness rushed over me. Kim was beside me, helping me the rest of the way, then he sat beside me and gently massaged my shoulders. I let out a low sigh of relief and leaned into the touch, feeling some of the fatigue bleed out from my body.

When the doctor cleared his throat, I realized that I had forgotten that he was still waiting for my response. I waved a hand at him while stifling a yawn.

"Go ahead, please. Kim stays here with me." I said just as Kim spoke.

"I can leave if-"

I shook my head at once and instantly regretted it because a wave of dizziness shot through my head at once.

"No, stay." I said and Kim sat back down.

The doctor nodded before clearing his throat. "Very well then."

He paused for a moment before continuing.

"Your majesty, I’m happy to announce to you that you’re pregnant."

I blinked once, then twice, then three times, before glancing up at the doctor.

"Huh?" I blurted out, staring at him unblinkingly. I felt like I had heard wrong and I desperately wanted to confirm if I did or didn’t, because what he had just said made no sense. What did he mean by I was-

"Your majesty, you’re pregnant." He repeated calmly and I went still, my breath seizing in my chest as I stared straight ahead. I remained that way before finally bleating out a laugh.

"What?" I whispered because this was the moment the announcement was starting to sink into my mind.

"What do you mean by pregnant?" I blurted out again and I didn’t realize that I was trembling till Kim gripped my hand in his. I clutched it tightly while struggling to get air into my lungs. Kim’s second hand gently patted my back and that finally succeeded in calming me down a little.

The doctor grimaced a little before continuing. "The tests are all positive, your highness." He revealed and I’d have crumbled to the ground if I was standing right now.

"Are you sure?" I whispered, hand clutching Kim’s tightly. The doctor hummed while nodding.

"Very positive, your highness. At this point, you’re over a month gone." He revealed and my heart dropped into my stomach as it slowly dawned on me even more that this was really happening, that I was really pregnant and this wasn’t some sort of dream.

"How is this possible?!" I blurted out, my chest heaving and I realized that I was starting to hyperventilate.

I remembered what my mother told me. I didn’t have anything related to a female’s organ aside from my genitalia. Aside from that, I didn’t have a womb, or breasts, or anything else. So how is this possible?

"It’s the heat, your majesty. The omega in you came with a womb, that is how this is possible." He revealed and I struggled to comprehend what he was saying because of how unsettled my mind currently is.

"But- but... male omegas don’t even give birth anymore, right?!" I turned to Kim as I spoke, feeling frantic and on the verge of a breakdown. Kim only tightened his hold around my hand and remained silent.

The doctor cleared his throat. "We’ve discovered that everything about you is special and different, your majesty, so perhaps this is why your own case is like this." He responded with a respectful bow.

He said a few things after that and went back to bring some medicines, speaking to kim on how they were supposed to be used but I had long tuned them out.

My mind was a mess. I was full on panicking and it was a shock that I wasn’t reacting on the outside.

I had once wished that I could give Blaze a heir, a child, so he won’t have to get that outside. But at the same time, I still knew that was impossible. Now that it had ended up being possible, all that was filling up my insides was dread. Intense and deep dread.

How the fuck am I supposed to become a parent? I could barely take care of myself. Sometimes I starve myself. What if I starve my baby like I starve myself?

Tears welled up in my eyes before I could stop it and I was glad the doctor had just stepped out of the room.

"Aw, byrinth.... Come here." Kim whispered as he tugged me into his arms and I clutched him tightly as I broke down. His hands soothed down my back in a comforting rhythm.

"It’s gonna be fine, okay?" He whispered but my lips wobbled even more.

"I’m gonna be a horrible father, Kim." I said seriously after pulling out of the hug. " I hated my father while growing up, Blaze hated his father too. What if we both end up being shitty fathers to our child?" I asked as tears rolled down my cheeks but Kim only clicked his tongue before reaching out to cup my face till our eyes locked.

"You’re just scared and paranoid, which is normal. But you’re being silly if you believe you can be anything aside from a perfect parent," his voice was serious as he spoke and that calmed most of my hysterics.

"You’ll be a cool, awesome parent. Your mum was an awesome parent, yes? That’s exactly how you’re gonna turn out." He continued and I sniffed, my heart clenching tight at the thought of my mum. I missed her so freaking much.

I shook my head and sighed, wiping my eyes with my hand. "I can’t ever be as amazing as my mum. She was the best of the best." I sighed out and Kim nodded.

"Of course. Because you’ll be an even better parent. You’ll be the bestest parent to ever exist."