Carnivals: Claimed By The Deranged Alpha Prince [BL]-Chapter 67: Making Everything Better

Jules pov

Once I slide into the scentless bed, with the cold, unfamiliar blanket over my head, I finally broke down, bursting into silent tears. I tried to muffle the sounds as pain and sadness tore at every inch of my insides.

Moments later, the blanket was being tugged off my head, leaving me to blink while staring into Blaze’s dark eyes, heart pounding loudly in my ears.

He was crouched by my bed, and my breath caught in my throat before slowing to a stop for a fleeting second when he reached out and brushed a strand of hair out of my face. He regarded me silently and I sniffled before scrambling to speak.

"I- Xander was lying, I do not have a crush on him. I’m sorry for what I did, it was dumb and irresponsible of me, please don’t be mad at me, please don’t ignore me anymore, it hurts when you ignore me." As I frantically spoke through my tears without thinking, my voice tapered into a whisper at the end of the sentence.

I held my breath in nervousness, as I waited for Blaze to say something. He kept regarding me silently before reaching out to thumb a teardrop, and then he slowly stroked my cheek and once again, my breath caught in my throat.

"I wanted to ignore you some more, y’know? That way, you’d be able to reflect on your wrongs. But unfortunately, I just couldn’t ignore you anymore as soon as you began to cry. I really don’t like it when you do, not like this at all."

My breath stuttered as I listened to him speak and I suddenly got the urge to cry once again. He was the one who deserved an explanation between us, yet here he was, still putting me before him.

How could someone this perfect be the same person everyone referred to as a monster?

"I’m sorry, I swear." I whispered urgently, because I really am. It had felt like my insides were being hacked away throughout the period he ignored me. I never want to experience that ever again.

"Are you gonna be honest with me?" He finally asked and I hastily nodded my head at once. He brushed my hair out of my face again and I instantly leaned into the touch without thinking.

"What were you doing in Xander’s room? I think we should start from there." He asked and I nodded slowly, already expecting that question. I cleared my throat and exhaled.

I needed to be careful to my response, because after all, I had an identity to protest. Although, I still needed to be honest. Which left me at a crossroad.

"I... I only claimed to have a crush on him because I wanted to get close to him so I could find somethings about his family... his father, to be exact." I explained and Blaze remained silent long after I was done.

"What did you think from the onset? You thought Xander would believe that you were just around him because you claimed to have a crush on him?" He echoed and I slowly nodded my head, suddenly realizing how extremely dumb that plan was.

"Are you certain you aren’t lying to me?" He asked moments later and I nodded my head once again.

"I swear it."

"Why do you need to find something on his father?"

I cleared my throat and carefully picked my response this time. "I needed it for my mother’s friend, my guardian. It’s something business related." It was a half truth, and a half lie, but it would have to do for now.

"Why would your guardian ask you to put you life on the line like that? Messing with a sicko like Xander is the last thing anyone should be asked to do." He pointed out before stroking my cheek once again.

"I didn’t know he was dangerous like that." I admitted quietly and he snorted.

"There’s a lot of things you’re unaware of, bunny." He mused but all that registered within me was that he was back to using an endearment for me. My chest almost burst open from relief at that moment.

"You’re not mad at me any longer, right?" I asked as I slowly sat up. Blaze’s hands settled on my bare thighs, pushing them open and tugging me forward till I was on the very edge of the bed.

"I wasn’t that mad at you, bunny. I was mad at the situation. I was mad at how you put yourself in that situation with your own hands, and those things which Xander said got me angrier."

"They weren’t true, none of them were true." I hurried to explain and he breathed out a chuckle this time.

"I can see that now, bunny."

He responded before rising to his feet and tugging me along with him all the way to his own bed. My heart soared with relief even more.

He sank into his bed and left me standing between his legs and I blinked down at him as he spoke.

"You and I need to have a very long talk, bunny." My heart began to race once again as he continued.

"We need to have a talk about communication, because for one, if I’ve been aware of what you needed from the onset, I could have easily provided you every detail you needed on Xander’s father since I do know his father and everything about him."

My eyes widened at once. "Really?" I whispered in disbelief and he hummed.

"We’re not having that conversation right now, bunny. We’re about to do something else."

"What’s that?" I asked almost immediately and his eyes raked over me once before he pointed at the spot between his legs. freewebnøvel.coɱ

"Get on your knees."

My heart pounded against my chest as I obediently sank down into a kneeling position. Once on my knees, I blinked up at him, cheeks darkening as soon as my eyes settled on the bulge positioned right in front of my face.

"Right now, you’re gonna suck my cock, bunny."